HI.

well, nothing to do, not in mood for anything, dont wanna do everything.
not much of a depression, juz wanted to chill and slack...
using sis's laptop to do this post, that's y it's in english.

today is the graduation ceremony of my school, previously i'd taken part in it every year as for welcoming the guests. i got to see all the senior 3 students with different expression on their faces, all the videos, all the performances, but not until the past few years that i had such great feeling abt "graduating". somewhat, i'd stayed too long in this school, having to know that, this is one part of my life now, and leaving it is like getting to move from ur old house, lots of memories, lots of feelings, but the same time lots of excitement and there's no chance for saying "NO". i still have one year left, i wanted to have a great ending, but seems like i left a lot of regrets in it ald. sometimes, working very hard for the great ending somehow turned everything upside down, making myself such an idiotic person. well maybe i juz have to chill for sometimes, being happy is the most important part of everything. letting go isnt about giving up, it's just the best way for solving something irreversible.

Gonna live a happy life! Cheers :)